Wednesday, January 30, 2013

#104: Inching forward at the speed of slug

Not back to myself yet from a routine and training perspective, although last week was a bit more orderly than previous.  Got a swim a bike and a run in, so that felt good and things felt a bit more normal. 

Swim - good to be back in the water.....not fast and not smooth, but after several weeks away, it wasn't a huge surprise.  Shoulders were cranky the next day and I was happy about that.....sort of one of those physical hurts, but mental lifts knowing why they were sore.  I was also really excited to test out my new gear.  I recently purchased a new training watch which has an accelerometer in it which can be programmed to work like a lap counter and record some stroke rate information.  Not exactly sure how to use that information, but it's just another bit of nerd-candy for me to play with......so that's cool.

Bike - was short and sweet......just wanted to get something done.  I knew I would be missing spin-Saturday, so pushing the legs a little was a good thing.  Nothing special, just some spinning and a short weight session.

Run - got 2 runs in since last post.  The first was in the bitter cold on Friday.....and it was not fun.  It was only a 4.25 mile run and it took me the better part of 3 miles for my fingers to thaw.....darn circulatory system.  The second was last night with a group of guys doing 8.  They were super gracious to go out a bit earlier than planned and I was able to get the full 8 in.  It's been a while since I was able to get an 8 miler in and it felt SOOOO good to get out.

_______________
Also finally got around to checking my USA Triathlon rankings from last year.  I was pleasantly surprised to find that I ranked in the top 10% of my age group (7.2% to be exact but who's counting).  And I might have been a bit higher but the odd distance of my first race of the year made for a bit of an outlier score.  Not totally surprising to me my best race ranking-wise was the 1/2 Ironman in RI.  With any luck I'll race that distance well again this year in NH.  Still got some time to shave if I want to make the big dance.....but that was not surprise at all.

So where from here?  Well, for me it's all about getting back in the habit......just finding the right routine.  I'm thinking a M, T, Th, F, S schedule is going to be my best chance because of the way kid activities are falling lately, but who really knows.

Either way getting a few consistent sessions in and having the rankings look a little better than I expected were both good boosts for me.....so a baby step in the right direction.

One foot in front of the other,

Mike E.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

#103: Looking down the totem pole at a pile of......

Excuses.  Yep, that's what I see when I look down from atop the totem pole I'm sitting on.  I just can't seem to find my training mojo and it's really getting to me.  It's not without good reason - it seems like every time I turn around life just keeps getting busier.....because they're mostly good things, albeit still busier I just keep turning around.  You think I'd learn.  So I figured perhaps if I get all of my barriers out on paper maybe I can revisit and come up with the right plan of attack.  I'm no less committed to my training goals, I'm just getting a little worried I might have to be committed to stay committed (get it?).

Professionally - In addition to the regular craziness of trying to win friends, influence people and help change a few lives along the way (OK, to be fair, if I was being judged on the 'winning friends' part, I'd not be looking real well) we are in the midst of some evolution pains at Pro-Activity.  Sort of like growing pains, but more growth & development pains than growing (get bigger) pains.  It takes a lot of work to evolve and grow and we're knee deep in it......which is a great thing......but it's a time consumer for sure.  In addition, I've taken on a few extra professional duties that through the first quarter of 2013 will keep me hopping and at the moment they seem to have my number. They're all very good things.....but I'm tired, and as fatigue goes up, motivation goes down......so I need to rest, recover and get organized.

Family - My kids are EVERYWHERE.  No, I'm not claiming to have populated the earth here.....I'm just starting to feel more of the pain of running-kids rather being a runner with kids.  Our three are now old enough that they are going in different directions almost everyday (and winter is the calm season, yikes!) and not right around the corner unfortunately.  Raising "well rounded" kids takes serious effort.  Just a different form of endurance entirely.

Of course, it's a bit of a doom loop.  No motivation means no training, which means the stress feels heavier than it should and the motivation wanes......and so on.  It must be obvious.....Lindsay actually bought Ice Cream last week. Yes people, that's the rich-creamy-tastiness served frozen.  So rare in our house that I'm convinced it MUST mean it's obvious I'm cracking up....and that she's clearly an enabler.....Java Chip, which is like my ultimate favorite and rock bottom from a training perspective......now it's all relative of course, as I'm still getting 3-5 hours in per week.....but that's pretty low compared to what I've been used to for the last two years.  Last Thursday night, I actually found myself doing push-ups in front of the TV.  It felt good to do something......but I haven't gone swimming in WAY too long (almost as long as it's been since I could face my blog) and it's not nearly enough hours on the bike.

So at risk of sounding like people who say "that's it, I'm going to do it starting now".....who in my mind are lying to themselves......I'm simply going to say this:


I WILL have some java chip and then I will have some rest.  Because it's getting very near time to get my crap together.

In the immortal words of MC Hammer:

Ring the bell, school's back in, break it down,

Mike E.

(ok, the ring the bell comment was for the basecamp folks....now do your jumping jacks)